3 Dolls (aka Lily, Marie and Bunbun)

At what age did you get it? 

around 5-12 

How did you get the object? 

1 is from my mom, 1 from my aunt and the other from my dad 

Does this object have a historical significance in your life?

"My mom got me Lily when we used to live in Malaysia, i don't remember much from our life there but somehow i remember getting Lily like it was yesterday. It reminded me of simple things in life and before my relationship with my mom got rocky.

My aunt got me Marie when I was turning maybe 9, i'm not 100% sure but i remember how much it meant to me cause I was significantly closer to my aunt than I was to my mom. Marie was the kind of doll you could change their clothes for different occasions and I remember she promised me to buy new clothes every year on my birthday. After she passed, it just meant so much more to me.

Bunny/Bunbun was a gift from my dad, when he tried to make me come to his house more often cause he knew how much i loved dolls. It was perfect timing cause thats when I started to open my life to him more after his new marriage. "

How old are you now? 

19 turning 20

What does the object smell like? (feel free to use several words or make up words to describe it)

Bunbun used to smell like strawberries but now they all smell like dirty baby powder (if that makes sense) or like that old doll smell? (ahahah im sorry im bad at this) lmao this is cliche but it really does smell like home

What does the object feel like? (feel free to use several words or make up words to describe it) 

soft (its those kind of bear dolls with the swirly fur kind) bunbun used to have a scarf around her neck but i lost it.. 

Why do you need or use it? 

its a kind of guidance for me when im feeling down or going through tough times. i would go to different dolls for different times and feelings. also depends on whose "guidance" i need when i cant talk to them. lily is my mom, marie is my aunt and bunbun is my dad. they surround me when I sleep and I always keep them on my bed. if I had to bring only 1 it would be lily because she's the smallest and has been there since day 1. 

What would you feel if you lost the object? 

lost, sad, angry, frusturated. super mad for sure. and also cry