Pillow (aka Bantal Dingin)

At what age did you get it? 

maybe between 3-5 years old (i don’t really remember)

How did you get the object? 

most likely my parents got it for me 

Does this object have a historical significance in your life?

not specifically but just that its been with me for as long as i can remember, so i guess its lifetime alongside mine is its historical significance 

How old are you now? 

23

What does the object smell like? (feel free to use several words or make up words to describe it)

its doesn’t really have a smell besides the pillowcase i change time to time. But maybe its also the familiarity i’m just so used to that I can’t really pick out a smell

What does the object feel like? (feel free to use several words or make up words to describe it) 

It gets really cold under the AC (hence, “bantal dingin”) , its like squishy ?, its not bouncy or full like a normal pillow, its can be flat and if i pack it in a suitcase it can be folded into half its size 

Why do you need or use it? 

i can’t sleep without it

What would you feel if you lost the object? 

there was a time I almost left it at a hotel when traveling and I cried begging my parents to go back and call housekeeping, thankfully they found it. I cannot imagine not having it and so probably yes, i’d feel very lost. To say part of me would be lost with it may be an exaggeration but i can’t see a day without it